Is it worth it??

Sometimes I just think to myself.. "Is all this worth it??". Well I could always just slack and bum around. Just be plain lazy, it would be such a joy. For the past few weeks I've been thinking of the time I've spent on various things, whether they were worthwhile of my time or not. Games, Books, Movies, Mamak, CG, Church, Friends, Slacking Time and my "Programming Life".

Suprisingly, I could reminist of those memories and tell myself that God has been extremely good to me, every single second spent was not wasted. And I, by faith, can say that it came to pass bacause it was His awesome plan, yeah from the start.

My ultimate prayer now is that my efforts would not go to waste, whether it was helping a friend out, being an assistant, and finally all the time I've spent in the past months putting the website I'm creating together.

Well for one thing I know that God put me through these circumstances are prehaps to prepare me for the future? But I know for one thing that He's holding my hand, guiding me along and eventhough it has been tough and hectic, I'm not giving up just yet. :)