Break Point

I've never updated my blog much on my life as it's a bore. The going on's and in's in my life are munite compared to what i can write with my thoughts. But, I guess this is a lil input on whats been going on for the past month or two.

Much has happend both good and bad. My physical condition is in a literal bad state, kinda like a car without tuning, squeaks here and there along with that "chugga chugga" noise they make when they're about to break down.

Attending class 5 days a week, 12 hours away from home a day, waking up at 6:45 in the morning and a heapload of assignments, my diet for the past 2 terms. So far there's been no "breather holidays" in my semester as I'm about to finish off my first degree year and moving on to my final year.

Heres how I feel at the moment:

"Your in a desert, thirsty, hungry and totally exhausted. Before you not too far away, is an oasis. You've been trying to reach this destination for quite a while now, slowly crawling your way there. You tell yourself to hold on cause by God's grace your gonna make it."

Yeah so thats pretty much how I feel. On the inside however, is totally different. Kinda like some alternate dimension which some understand and some might not. As in, your body is so tired yet your spirit is thriving. That kinda thing.

My spirit has been well rested, rejuvenated, very much alive and is eagerly awaiting things to happen (no idea what tho), whilst my body is a lump of tired flesh which is dying for some good rest.